you never had to leave
ya well my whole journal jsut got erased..piece of shit.
ok well this past weekend was pretty fun.havent had one in awhile with the things goin and such.hope u guys weekend was good.
friday...cant really remember much of what happened..hmm i just know i went home around 2 and just slept.yesterday umm didnt do much during the day.meet up with steve over at red lobster and like all his family were there.keft and went to kolbys..just to waste some time.ya then went over to ians and a had a greta time.everyone was there.i lvoe parties when all ur friendsa are there.just makes it so much better.its great.laughed alot too.thats always good.well nothings really changed.that sucks.dont know when something good is going to.its almost been two weeks since this whole incident happened.can i just see a sign that things are getting better?just a lil one?hope somethen happens soon.ya.this past month was like one of my worst ever..really bad one in awhile.how bout that.but i know good things always have to get fucked up..just gotta start over.i liked last october so much!i loved it.it was like one of the best.so many great times..and thats what hurts..not that we had them,just that they may never come again.thats why i figured in the future i just need to remind myself that my good things in life may not be there in the future,so i gotta make them count.ya school is doin good..cant wait till progress reports come out so then i can het my lip pierced!yay!ive been wanting to get it done so long!wish i had some pictures to put in here.i have some on my phone but i cant put them on my comp.oh well.this week seems like its gonna be a weird one.i dont know whats gonna happen.i cna just hope for the best though.im out though...leave a message!love you
~NDC
hope we can get this straight someday*