Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me
Well, the last two nights have been the first time I've cut in probably 40 days or so. I had been thinking about it last week, and then something came over me the other night and that's all she wrote.
Having someone to go do things with would be fun!
I know why I cut this week, I cut because I hate where I'm headed. I've been falling into a rut, not doing anything productive. I'm wasting time, I'm wasting days of my life that I can never have back. The pain wakes me up, the blood is a catalyst. Motivation when I can't find it anywhere else.
Man, there's a REALLY good show tonight in sac town that I just found out about. Intro5pect + Dance for Destruction. Sall good though, I'll probably be seein intro5pect next month with citizen fish hopefully.
What else is news? I should get my haircut today, getting a haircut is always something that sets me straight, can't reward myself though until I've done something worth being rewarded. Cutting is a punishment, it's a punishment for not doing anything, for being satisfied with being stagnant.
Something big will come, just need to put in the effort and persevere. Need a little motivation.
FUCK, gotta get some shit done today. (already put an application in with 2 really cool companies, not much left for me to do by myself until noon comes then I can apply to a few more places when they open their doors).
Thanks for reading this I appreciate quite a bit.
~drew
Having someone to go do things with would be fun!
I know why I cut this week, I cut because I hate where I'm headed. I've been falling into a rut, not doing anything productive. I'm wasting time, I'm wasting days of my life that I can never have back. The pain wakes me up, the blood is a catalyst. Motivation when I can't find it anywhere else.
Man, there's a REALLY good show tonight in sac town that I just found out about. Intro5pect + Dance for Destruction. Sall good though, I'll probably be seein intro5pect next month with citizen fish hopefully.
What else is news? I should get my haircut today, getting a haircut is always something that sets me straight, can't reward myself though until I've done something worth being rewarded. Cutting is a punishment, it's a punishment for not doing anything, for being satisfied with being stagnant.
Something big will come, just need to put in the effort and persevere. Need a little motivation.
FUCK, gotta get some shit done today. (already put an application in with 2 really cool companies, not much left for me to do by myself until noon comes then I can apply to a few more places when they open their doors).
Thanks for reading this I appreciate quite a bit.
~drew