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i miss garrett alot it sucks
i have been writing alot lately
i havent written in forever most of it is about garrett but i dont think i will ever have the balls to show him i havent even shon them to anyone else yet.
so i have another wonderful day ofschool tomorrow i should be sleeping but im not
tomorrow i am on call i really hope o dpnthave to work cuz it is like on of my only days off. and me and matty are going to see beerfest! im excited i really want to see that movie plus i love my matty and i havent been out of the house since garrett left. its pathetic i am turning into an old lady with lots of cats... minus the cats.
i saw rent today for the first time
very sad
very good
made me ball like a baby
but then again everything does
i am extremly to emotional
but neways
the movie was amazing it makes you feel like you take alot for granted
but it also makes you want love so bad
real love
i dont know what i have with garrett
i am confused
all i kno is i love him which isnt a good thing because everytime i fall in love i get hurt thats why i told myself i would never let myself fall in ove again and woop there i go and he has to live in texas of all places. god thats just like the icing on top of a really shitty cake.
he just called
it made me smile
ok well thats enough of my dramaness for one entry.
<3 leithal
i have been writing alot lately
i havent written in forever most of it is about garrett but i dont think i will ever have the balls to show him i havent even shon them to anyone else yet.
so i have another wonderful day ofschool tomorrow i should be sleeping but im not
tomorrow i am on call i really hope o dpnthave to work cuz it is like on of my only days off. and me and matty are going to see beerfest! im excited i really want to see that movie plus i love my matty and i havent been out of the house since garrett left. its pathetic i am turning into an old lady with lots of cats... minus the cats.
i saw rent today for the first time
very sad
very good
made me ball like a baby
but then again everything does
i am extremly to emotional
but neways
the movie was amazing it makes you feel like you take alot for granted
but it also makes you want love so bad
real love
i dont know what i have with garrett
i am confused
all i kno is i love him which isnt a good thing because everytime i fall in love i get hurt thats why i told myself i would never let myself fall in ove again and woop there i go and he has to live in texas of all places. god thats just like the icing on top of a really shitty cake.
he just called
it made me smile
ok well thats enough of my dramaness for one entry.
<3 leithal