Jan 06, 2007 01:20
I'm going mad, I swear. Story of my life. I mean, I think I over-analyze things and doubt myself too much. This boy is making me crazy. I can't stop thinking about him. Like I really really can't. Right now I'm listening to his cd, I can't stay away from his myspace/facebook for more than a few hours, and he's always running through my mind. If I truely believed in karma, I'd say this was punishment for me being the biggest douche bag/dickwad to him this summer. I really hate myself for doing it, especially now. He's really everything I could ask for. Talented, believes in god, respectful, nice to look at, and he's there. I mean, ERGH! Maybe seeing him in person at school again will help me. I dunno. As you can see, I'm not joking when I say I'm crazy for this guy.
I really want to find my copy of photoshop elements. I was so good with it, and I miss making graphics. It was fun, and satisfying. Plus this layout suck, and I need more picture things. BLeh.
This break has been pretty okay actually. I got a good dosage of all my friends, had a good Christmas, and well yeah. The whole getting sick part was not cool though. Whatev.