Jun 24, 2005 08:01
When the hell did I last update this crap?
Summer is rolling by, just as normal as possible... well not really normal, just plain freakin boring. Considering that I spend all day sitting at home, just waiting for the next session of school... something tells me I'm skipping a huge part of life here. I'm really not all that social and I kinda don't have that desire to be social with anyone. I guess it is because when I try to make friends with people, they end up boring the hell outta me. It isn't because I don't like them, my interests are something that really doesn't fall with many people around here, especially with the level of obsession we have in our interests. Most of my interests are all stuff that would bore the normal social American.
So what am I to do? Go out there and be the "social American?" I really can't do that without being bored as well. I don't like talking about politics, music, why the hell this guy said this and what the hell does he mean by that and all that. I am a gamer, I am a programmer and I hang around the internet all day and night. Though I will say that other that I have met around the net do sound pretty friggen boring.
... So what the hell am I supposed to "like?" I think of myself as a boring guy and I think everything else is boring. Sounds like I'm making everything sound 2D, which it isn't.
I think I confused myself. I think it all goes back to that one question... "Who am I?"