Hi there, it's me again.
I wish I was pretty.
Like, conventional, run-of-the-mill pretty that translates well into facebook pictures, and would make me seem popular, get me invited to parties, and make boys like me.
scratch that- make PEOPLE like me.
I'm not pretty and I'm not like-able right now.*
and no matter how much I would like to make that a status because that's what I REALLY FEEL RIGHT NOW, I'm not going to. Because people will think I'm just trying to get their attention and compliments for self-affirmation. And yes, maybe I do want that, but I really only want to hear it from a select few people. Who I know are saying it for real, and not just to calm me down. I don't feel like seeing any "ZOMg ur pretttiesss lol woahoooo lovelove youuuu pretty baby gurrllll" s right now. Too aggravating.
Too many "teehee's" and "lol"s and "loveeeee" s make it all seem so fake.
Not feeling it.
*Maybe later.
Like, conventional, run-of-the-mill pretty that translates well into facebook pictures, and would make me seem popular, get me invited to parties, and make boys like me.
scratch that- make PEOPLE like me.
I'm not pretty and I'm not like-able right now.*
and no matter how much I would like to make that a status because that's what I REALLY FEEL RIGHT NOW, I'm not going to. Because people will think I'm just trying to get their attention and compliments for self-affirmation. And yes, maybe I do want that, but I really only want to hear it from a select few people. Who I know are saying it for real, and not just to calm me down. I don't feel like seeing any "ZOMg ur pretttiesss lol woahoooo lovelove youuuu pretty baby gurrllll" s right now. Too aggravating.
Too many "teehee's" and "lol"s and "loveeeee" s make it all seem so fake.
Not feeling it.
*Maybe later.