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so i'm about to make the lamest update ever because i'm way too tired to type up a full flegged update.
i had tuesday and wednesday off and had lots of fun with patricia and kristin. we made the obligatory summer beach trip, ( i managed to bring my skin pigment to what's considered normal color) the movies, ( i dont care what anyone says, i liked War of the Worlds!!) and just out gallavanting. we went to IHOP and i ran into someone i know and i think i felt the insides of stomache jut into my espophagus and nearly come flying out of my mouth. but it was all ok.
besides work nothing cool has been going on. harry potter comes out...well actually it's already out considering it's nearly 3 am. i shoould have stayed at work an extra hour to pick up a copy. i got a 500 number at work so now i can make more money from cosmetics. i've been making extra up the ass selling all the item of the month stuff. my boss said around christmas when all the perfume gift sets are out i can make about an extra 100 bucks per pay check. sweet deal. work has been more tolerable lately. usually when i work so much i get so worn down and irritable but now it just feels right. like i should be working and making money. but it's kinda sick that walgreens is like home to me. all the people and familiarness. hm.
dont you hate when things knaw at your brain.
i got my senior pic proofs. they came out alright. the ones with the saxophone SUCK ASS. but i managed to pick out a few good ones. i would post them on here and let you all decide which ones to order but i think i left the proofs in my car...atleast i hope i did. *gulp*
if your brain were chocolate it wouldn't fill an M&M. haha.
i am such a fatty. i can't take it anymore. since i wont even have marching band to keep me somewhat active, i'm thinking of joining aerobics club. oh goody. i would kill to do volleyball again but i'm a little intimidated. wow...there's a lot of living i've missed out on because of fear. fuck you fear. eat shit and die. do you ever feel stuck while everyone else is moving forward, living their dreams, doing what they're meant to do? and you're just chillen in the sidelines saying "damn i should have worked a little bit harder." i hope i change that about myself this year. just do..everything. college...it's so close i can nearly lick it. but where to go, what to do? how do i keep myself from getting so lazy this year that i dont take all the measures to get into college? *siiigh* i can't believe no band camp this summer. how strange. it feels weird not having band to look forward to. but in a strange way i'm also looking forward to not being in band. doing new things, meeting new people. or just...doing nothing at all? i don't know about that. let it be i suppose. so much to focus on. i can't believe school is approaching. summer hasn't started yet!!! well, it started when i got my car. but now school is so close and i've yet to get the full effect of summer. the weather sucked for the first half and living in gay hollywood and having no car. but now...the weather is nice and i have a car so...school should start september first so i can have that month back.
i need to buy thhhings. i need new work pants and new clothes since mine got ruined in the dryer massacre. * shakes head in somberness* ( for those who dont know, the dryer machine went bazerk and burnt my family's clothes). i'm out of perfume too. i also think it's time for a new backpack. i've had the same one since 8th grade ( god bless big bertha and all she's been through!) and it's big, bulky and...freshman-esque. i'm lightening my load this year. i also need to call and make sure my classes are correct. i also need to register for the next sat date. fucking sats. i barely studied all summer and my most recent scores aren't too hot but i'll have to send them when i apply early to college. damn. stupid college board.com doesn't have the next sat date posted. fuckery. why isn't information there when you need it.!!! kdgh4eprtigyherigntpohjrtpohj...that's what i think of the sats.
i'm going to warped tour with michelle and hopefully kristin. rock on.
ok so this ended up being a long pointless entry that you stopped reading like 4 paragraphs ago.
peace out napoleon.
i had tuesday and wednesday off and had lots of fun with patricia and kristin. we made the obligatory summer beach trip, ( i managed to bring my skin pigment to what's considered normal color) the movies, ( i dont care what anyone says, i liked War of the Worlds!!) and just out gallavanting. we went to IHOP and i ran into someone i know and i think i felt the insides of stomache jut into my espophagus and nearly come flying out of my mouth. but it was all ok.
besides work nothing cool has been going on. harry potter comes out...well actually it's already out considering it's nearly 3 am. i shoould have stayed at work an extra hour to pick up a copy. i got a 500 number at work so now i can make more money from cosmetics. i've been making extra up the ass selling all the item of the month stuff. my boss said around christmas when all the perfume gift sets are out i can make about an extra 100 bucks per pay check. sweet deal. work has been more tolerable lately. usually when i work so much i get so worn down and irritable but now it just feels right. like i should be working and making money. but it's kinda sick that walgreens is like home to me. all the people and familiarness. hm.
dont you hate when things knaw at your brain.
i got my senior pic proofs. they came out alright. the ones with the saxophone SUCK ASS. but i managed to pick out a few good ones. i would post them on here and let you all decide which ones to order but i think i left the proofs in my car...atleast i hope i did. *gulp*
if your brain were chocolate it wouldn't fill an M&M. haha.
i am such a fatty. i can't take it anymore. since i wont even have marching band to keep me somewhat active, i'm thinking of joining aerobics club. oh goody. i would kill to do volleyball again but i'm a little intimidated. wow...there's a lot of living i've missed out on because of fear. fuck you fear. eat shit and die. do you ever feel stuck while everyone else is moving forward, living their dreams, doing what they're meant to do? and you're just chillen in the sidelines saying "damn i should have worked a little bit harder." i hope i change that about myself this year. just do..everything. college...it's so close i can nearly lick it. but where to go, what to do? how do i keep myself from getting so lazy this year that i dont take all the measures to get into college? *siiigh* i can't believe no band camp this summer. how strange. it feels weird not having band to look forward to. but in a strange way i'm also looking forward to not being in band. doing new things, meeting new people. or just...doing nothing at all? i don't know about that. let it be i suppose. so much to focus on. i can't believe school is approaching. summer hasn't started yet!!! well, it started when i got my car. but now school is so close and i've yet to get the full effect of summer. the weather sucked for the first half and living in gay hollywood and having no car. but now...the weather is nice and i have a car so...school should start september first so i can have that month back.
i need to buy thhhings. i need new work pants and new clothes since mine got ruined in the dryer massacre. * shakes head in somberness* ( for those who dont know, the dryer machine went bazerk and burnt my family's clothes). i'm out of perfume too. i also think it's time for a new backpack. i've had the same one since 8th grade ( god bless big bertha and all she's been through!) and it's big, bulky and...freshman-esque. i'm lightening my load this year. i also need to call and make sure my classes are correct. i also need to register for the next sat date. fucking sats. i barely studied all summer and my most recent scores aren't too hot but i'll have to send them when i apply early to college. damn. stupid college board.com doesn't have the next sat date posted. fuckery. why isn't information there when you need it.!!! kdgh4eprtigyherigntpohjrtpohj...that's what i think of the sats.
i'm going to warped tour with michelle and hopefully kristin. rock on.
ok so this ended up being a long pointless entry that you stopped reading like 4 paragraphs ago.
peace out napoleon.