Mar 04, 2006 23:27
sometimes i rather die then to see a friend go threw a drug problem...
i hate life now
i wish i could help more but i cant if i fail i wont ever fucking forgive myself fucking self never!
last nite i needed people to listen to me i needed someone anyone and i called the only people i knew that do care i even called my mom,dad and older brother i said i was sry to them ive been a bad person the past year i never cared about what others thought i only cared about what i thought i was an asshole to alot of people and im fucking sorry i wish i could prove it but i cant besides saying how sorry iam to everyone i have hurt...
ive lost so much and have gained so fucking little i have fucked my life and thats a fact.
i fucking love my friends so fucking much... and im sorry for what ive done but you know what i hurt so much.