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I'm really starting to hate me more than I ever have before. I really
hope I dont end up where I was. I dont think I could handel anything
like that ever agian.
ok I'm done with being all emo. But really if there was no other way to
get it out.. Then I dont really know whatI I would do. well this marks
a one week waiting period for my step mother and caty(sister) and
tony(brother) to finaly be leaven I hate to say it I really like being
alone latley unitll.It comes to me goin out and thats something I
really really really wanna do agian! I cant stand stayin here like 24/7
and only going out for like a couple sum hours and then goin home
gahhhh! I deffanitly think its time for an escape to traverse again.
but then it but me in a bad spot with some other stuff so probally not
but I guess its nice to think about fosho. its so beautiful! : ) yay I
feel good now see there must be something wrong with my brain cuz I can
go from gahh die brett! To omg Im so happy or vice versa psh i used to
be so normal but then again what is normal anymore lol who the fukk
knows? gahh! so confused...