FRUSTRATION!!!!!!!!!
to those of you who read this i apologize. its been over a month now since i have really posted..and so much fun and laughter has been shared in that month..yet all i feel right now is frustration for what i am going to be doing after college.
i have recently been thinking about being a school counslor and also be a teacher as well. these sound like two great occupations..of course they do. however, as all occupations, there are some hardships to face before getting there. first of all, as far as being a teacher, i should have just done the education program at albion, and then i wouldnt have to worry about what i am going to be doing next fall, as least i would have a certificate. well...of course i like to be difficult and didnt really dedicate myself to becoming a teacher until recently, so there is no way in hell i can get the teaching degree and graduate on time. no problem u might say, just get the certificate after albion. well...there are other options with that as well.
and i just dont know what i am going to do. i actually dont mind enduring pressure from other people, but pressure from myself, that is something i have a hard time dealing with. today i spent my whole day at work thinking about it, and it was scary. i wont got into any detail..but it was a frustrating day at work..thats for sure.
i have to go right now...but...the moral of this entry is....if u want to do something...do it!!! u will regret it if you dont later. believe it or not..i do have points to my stories :) hope everyone had a happy fourth of july..and until next time....peace....
ps..sorry if the entry seemed negative..just the mood im in :P
i have recently been thinking about being a school counslor and also be a teacher as well. these sound like two great occupations..of course they do. however, as all occupations, there are some hardships to face before getting there. first of all, as far as being a teacher, i should have just done the education program at albion, and then i wouldnt have to worry about what i am going to be doing next fall, as least i would have a certificate. well...of course i like to be difficult and didnt really dedicate myself to becoming a teacher until recently, so there is no way in hell i can get the teaching degree and graduate on time. no problem u might say, just get the certificate after albion. well...there are other options with that as well.
and i just dont know what i am going to do. i actually dont mind enduring pressure from other people, but pressure from myself, that is something i have a hard time dealing with. today i spent my whole day at work thinking about it, and it was scary. i wont got into any detail..but it was a frustrating day at work..thats for sure.
i have to go right now...but...the moral of this entry is....if u want to do something...do it!!! u will regret it if you dont later. believe it or not..i do have points to my stories :) hope everyone had a happy fourth of july..and until next time....peace....
ps..sorry if the entry seemed negative..just the mood im in :P