i feel like im gonna cry...

[mofobunnyers]

nothing in this world can stop the feelings you are feeling, she says. But what feelings do I feel? Hatred? Sadness? I dunno. But life cannot go on as if I was just some doormat that you only look at once in a while! I cant keep doing this, I mean... I just can't go on as if what I say means nothing! When they are sad, I am sad, when they are angry, I am sympathetic, when they are happy, I am happy! They dont know the effects they have on me! The way my heart feels when they even talk to me!

Nothing is working, so Im giving up.

I will be what they only want me to be...

a friend.