Jun 18, 2005 23:53
So I'm officially sick of being sick. It makes studying so hard! But I'm driven, I plan on doing good on exams this year so I can show up my grandfather and then he can't be mean to me. I know that sounds concieted and bitchy and like wtf who would want to show up their grandfather... but you would probably have to be invisibly living with me for a couple days to understand what our relationship is like. Then you'd probably get why I need to prove something to him.
It was funny, yesterday he had to have his eyes patched up (okay so that wasn't the funny part) and he was like temporarily blind for a day- anyways I went to go talk to him (in the last couple weeks we haven't really talked) and you know, my grandpa is a little deaf... okay a lot deaf.. so most of the time it takes like 4 tries before he hears what you're saying. However, he totally was in the greatest mood sitting there in the formal room his eyes all patched in white and all like- able to hear what I was saying. It was amazing. My aunt and I were kind of wondering what he was going to do with himself... because he couldn't watch tv... whats he gonna do, sleep? GAH! (well, I found it funny anyways haha.)
My whole head just hurts so much. Its really hard for me to eat because I have to like hold my breath while I chew cus my mouth is closed... I actually can't breath out of my nose so I have to take really small bites cus I can't not breath for that long.
Haha, I'm so pathetic.
Oh well, exams are over in a week and a few days and WOOHOO! Its summer!!
Only you wouldn't know it judging by the weather, like wtf?
Oh well.
I hope I haven't infected anyone with my disgustingness, and if I have, I apologize.
HAH! YOU HAVE TO SUFFERRRRRR!
...I need help, lol.
xxo.