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wow i am so so so mixed up in my head right now.......
i hate it so much when people around me are sad....it seems like the whole world around me is breaking down...and there is no saving them.. or me....
i can see what i want...i can even touch it....and i hate so much that i have to hurt people to get what i want...
"there is no way i have the power to make everyone in the world happy"
I really wish i had that power..cause then i would really do a number on myself...
It is so easy to let one person have way too much power over you, and i hate that....MY MIND WONT ESCAPE IT HAS NOT STOPED AND I AM SO AFRAID IT NEVER WILL......do i even want it to? i dont know...???????????????????/
AH
i wish i could even play my guitar
i hate it so much when people around me are sad....it seems like the whole world around me is breaking down...and there is no saving them.. or me....
i can see what i want...i can even touch it....and i hate so much that i have to hurt people to get what i want...
"there is no way i have the power to make everyone in the world happy"
I really wish i had that power..cause then i would really do a number on myself...
It is so easy to let one person have way too much power over you, and i hate that....MY MIND WONT ESCAPE IT HAS NOT STOPED AND I AM SO AFRAID IT NEVER WILL......do i even want it to? i dont know...???????????????????/
AH
i wish i could even play my guitar