every single day its getting harder to live
what's a girl to do? i feel like i am helpless. like neil young...
Blue, blue windows behind the stars,
Yellow moon on the rise,
Big birds flying across the sky,
Throwing shadows on our eyes.
Leave us
Helpless, helpless, helpless
if only i could sing it. but i should take some good advice. i dont know what to fuckin do with myself.
i'm trying so hard. to do or say the right thing but everything comes out wrong. its like a bad country song. maybe you think it's self pity, but i'm just sick of feeling shitty. gotta pick my head up and realize. that maybe i'm just being unwise. am i wrong?
i think that realizing your flaws isnt a bad thing. its not like im feeling bad for myself when i say that i suck at something, i'm just stating the obvious. it doesnt bother me when someone says, "i suck at chess" or "i suck at meeting people" or "i suck at _______"
i dont know what to do!!! maybe doing nothing is the best option. i guess theres not a lot i can do since theres no real problem to fix. i just feel like i am not appreciated, or even recognized. maybe i;ve done nothing to be recognized for. i dont want to fuck anything up. im happy with my current siuation. in spite of all my bitching i really am. but uhhhhh. damn. whatever. itS ALL GOOD. in the words of anne: tomorrow is a new day. itll be a good one.
Blue, blue windows behind the stars,
Yellow moon on the rise,
Big birds flying across the sky,
Throwing shadows on our eyes.
Leave us
Helpless, helpless, helpless
if only i could sing it. but i should take some good advice. i dont know what to fuckin do with myself.
i'm trying so hard. to do or say the right thing but everything comes out wrong. its like a bad country song. maybe you think it's self pity, but i'm just sick of feeling shitty. gotta pick my head up and realize. that maybe i'm just being unwise. am i wrong?
i think that realizing your flaws isnt a bad thing. its not like im feeling bad for myself when i say that i suck at something, i'm just stating the obvious. it doesnt bother me when someone says, "i suck at chess" or "i suck at meeting people" or "i suck at _______"
i dont know what to do!!! maybe doing nothing is the best option. i guess theres not a lot i can do since theres no real problem to fix. i just feel like i am not appreciated, or even recognized. maybe i;ve done nothing to be recognized for. i dont want to fuck anything up. im happy with my current siuation. in spite of all my bitching i really am. but uhhhhh. damn. whatever. itS ALL GOOD. in the words of anne: tomorrow is a new day. itll be a good one.