Ground control to major tom... I'm so out of it
UM hi everyone my kitty died and i'm very very very very very very sad about it. it was extremely unexpected and i miss her. i want my kitty back...
i haven't posted in like a year... well matt and i are actually going out now. he wanted to. wierd. he likes me. a lot. he loves me. it's also unexpected. i love him. i want to marry him. he says we'll get married and have a big house with lots of windows away from LA. i want to have a baby with him. that would be awesome.
i'm babbling. we've only been going out uhhhhh 9 months? something like that. he brought me daisies on my birthday. daniel didn't know daisies were my favorite flower until we broke up. matt knew within the first 3 months of our relationship. i shouldn't compare... oh fuck it i like matt so much more than i ever liked daniel and that's awful to say but it's true. he's AMAZING. it's so fucking wierd. he is absolutely gorgeous... oh my jesus head. he's incredibly supportive. he's hilarious. he's the sweetest guy in the world... to me at least. to everyone else he is capable of being kinda an asshole. but he isn't usually. he's really really really smart. he plays baseball, he's a pitcher. that's really fucking hot. he likes really good music. he lets me listen to the music I LIKE. he lets me watch king of the hill even though he doesn't like it much. he's independant. grounded. level-headed. he's really fun. he's actually GOING PLACES. he's graduating college soon with some sort if computerish degree i forget what exactly but he's gonna be an IT and make a SHITLOAD of money. he's just.... he's so good to me. he makes me HAPPY.
Oh god i used this whole post to ramble about matty. oops. that's really boring to read, huh? oh well. i'm tired and don't care. i think i might be addicted to sleeping pills. okay bye. alice email me mjstewar@ucsc.edu because i suck at correspondence as you've probably noticed. k i'm gonna go play sims 2 now.
i haven't posted in like a year... well matt and i are actually going out now. he wanted to. wierd. he likes me. a lot. he loves me. it's also unexpected. i love him. i want to marry him. he says we'll get married and have a big house with lots of windows away from LA. i want to have a baby with him. that would be awesome.
i'm babbling. we've only been going out uhhhhh 9 months? something like that. he brought me daisies on my birthday. daniel didn't know daisies were my favorite flower until we broke up. matt knew within the first 3 months of our relationship. i shouldn't compare... oh fuck it i like matt so much more than i ever liked daniel and that's awful to say but it's true. he's AMAZING. it's so fucking wierd. he is absolutely gorgeous... oh my jesus head. he's incredibly supportive. he's hilarious. he's the sweetest guy in the world... to me at least. to everyone else he is capable of being kinda an asshole. but he isn't usually. he's really really really smart. he plays baseball, he's a pitcher. that's really fucking hot. he likes really good music. he lets me listen to the music I LIKE. he lets me watch king of the hill even though he doesn't like it much. he's independant. grounded. level-headed. he's really fun. he's actually GOING PLACES. he's graduating college soon with some sort if computerish degree i forget what exactly but he's gonna be an IT and make a SHITLOAD of money. he's just.... he's so good to me. he makes me HAPPY.
Oh god i used this whole post to ramble about matty. oops. that's really boring to read, huh? oh well. i'm tired and don't care. i think i might be addicted to sleeping pills. okay bye. alice email me mjstewar@ucsc.edu because i suck at correspondence as you've probably noticed. k i'm gonna go play sims 2 now.