WHOA
so i kinda had my first REAL date last night. it was awesome. we went to in 'n out, then the beach, then up to clutters park to watch airplanes take off. it was obvious how used to this kind of thing he is, because he was totally calm and didn't seem to think anything of doing cliche teenage-like date things, like going to 'makeout point' (clutters park) and the beach at night. so he finally kissed me as we were leaving the beach, and then a few more times before we got to the park bench, where it was a really spiffy make out session. everything was so stereotypical. opening the car door for me, walking me to the door holding my hand, kissing me on the porch, etc etc etc. i loved it.
but it wasn't daniel. and he doesnt know. and this guy is fucking hot. i don't really know how old he is. no wait he was born in october 83. so he's like...21. mmmm.
however i want to make it abundantly clear to everyone that i went out with matt because i don't want to go out with daniel anymore, not vice versa. and besides that i don't really want a relationship with matt actually. i don't really care about him at all... so...it's not like i'm breaking up with dan to go out with matt. *sigh*
i don't know WHAT i'm doing
but it wasn't daniel. and he doesnt know. and this guy is fucking hot. i don't really know how old he is. no wait he was born in october 83. so he's like...21. mmmm.
however i want to make it abundantly clear to everyone that i went out with matt because i don't want to go out with daniel anymore, not vice versa. and besides that i don't really want a relationship with matt actually. i don't really care about him at all... so...it's not like i'm breaking up with dan to go out with matt. *sigh*
i don't know WHAT i'm doing