Nbd, nbd, just FREAKING THE EFF OUT!!!
So, over the summer, I got really into The Social Network. I blame Andrew Garfield for being such a life-ruiner. And Jesse Eisenberg for being such a perfect human being. And everyone involved in this movie in general because it has ruined me permanently for all other movies. But mostly I blame the fandom for being so flawless. (And Tumblr. Tumblr has destroyed my life, but that's a whole other post).
Anyway, the reason I'm bringing this up now is because ever since early August, I've been reading TSN fic non-stop. And recently I got the courage to actually write a fic of my own.
I've spent the last week and a half writing it, and it's probably the hardest I've ever worked on a fic, in my entire life. I don't know, it's just really long by my standards, and I really like the story, and I'm so proud of it. I'm also really nervous because this fandom is so talented, and even though I like the fic, everyone else might think it totally sucks. I really don't want them to, because this fic is so important to me. It's my first fic for this amazing fandom and I just don't want it to be crap.
I'm just really afraid that I made the characters OOC or something. I've never written for them before so I have no idea if I'm doing them justice. And I'm so used to just writing for Community that sometimes it just feels like I can't really write for anything else anymore.
I don't know. I just don't want all that hard work to go to waste.
Anyway, I just need to think of a name for it, and polish a few corners, and the fic should probably be up sometime tomorrow, (if I don't psych myself out by then). Let's hope somebody likes it.
:/
Anyway, the reason I'm bringing this up now is because ever since early August, I've been reading TSN fic non-stop. And recently I got the courage to actually write a fic of my own.
I've spent the last week and a half writing it, and it's probably the hardest I've ever worked on a fic, in my entire life. I don't know, it's just really long by my standards, and I really like the story, and I'm so proud of it. I'm also really nervous because this fandom is so talented, and even though I like the fic, everyone else might think it totally sucks. I really don't want them to, because this fic is so important to me. It's my first fic for this amazing fandom and I just don't want it to be crap.
I'm just really afraid that I made the characters OOC or something. I've never written for them before so I have no idea if I'm doing them justice. And I'm so used to just writing for Community that sometimes it just feels like I can't really write for anything else anymore.
I don't know. I just don't want all that hard work to go to waste.
Anyway, I just need to think of a name for it, and polish a few corners, and the fic should probably be up sometime tomorrow, (if I don't psych myself out by then). Let's hope somebody likes it.
:/