Turn to face the strain, ch-ch-changes, don't wanna be the one to change
I thought Grey's Anatomy was on yesterday but it was only when I turned on the TV that I realized it's on next week. Dissapoiting. :(
Well Vicky and I are, to be honest I don't know. I guess were friends. We're talking again and today she was being overly nice for some one who completely dropped me from her life a week ago for something that I didn't even do. And so I noticed, she's changed!
She used to be this charming, funny girl who was just great to be around and now she's....?
Like she used to be one of the kindest people I knew. She wouldn't bitch about anyone unless she had a good reason to. Now she's just really two-faced. Like I'd be talking to her and our friend Aoife Nolan and she'd be like "Hi Aoife, I love you" and all that jazz and then when Aoife would leave she'd be like "Aoife has a really bad moustache" Like seriously, wtf?
And also she keeps getting angry at people for the smallest things and then just dropping them as friends completely, and I'm not just talking about me. She got pissed off at Jack Gavin because apparently he told the whole school that she was giving this guy Collum head and Jack didn't say it to anyone Shanine did cos Shanine hates Vicky. So Vicky like yelled at him and started being a big bitch. Then the next morning Shanine went up to Vicky and told her off so Vicky tried to be all friendly with Jack again after that but Jack just blanked her out and called her a whore all day. And good on him too!
The worst change though is that she's the biggest slut ever! Like she used to be good and give out about girls who did the stuff she's doing now but now she's doing it without a care in the world. She's getting a name for herself and everyone thinks she's being really stupid and attention seeking about it. Like she let Jack poke her when she wouldn't have let any guy go near her parts if they wren't going out. Then she was going to give Collum a wank but that somehow changed into she's giving him head at his birthday party. And I distinctly remember her saying to me and to loads of other people about a million times that she'd rather have sex then give head because sticking a penis into your mouth is just disgusting and those were actually almost her exact words!
She's just trying really hard to get attention from everyone and it's driving me insane. Like wtf? Seriously.
And she asked this new girl in our year Emily to get her dad to buy her smokes. Like since when does she smoke? She's only doing that to seem cool and for attention and all and Eoin and Shanine told me that she doesn't even do it right. She takes one puff then starts coughing. not to mention she has Asthma so she's practically killing herself.
She's just a trainwreck now and though I used to be the one taking care of her I'm really kind of sick of it. I still try to look out for her like before but I have this trick where I manipulate Ailish into doing what I would have done, you know just so Vicky doesn't ruin herself before her fourteenth birthday. I know it's not my responsibility anymore but she was my best friend for eight years so I guess I owe her that much although after what she did to me I really don't think I owe her anything.
I'm not angry at her for just dropping me like that, i'm simply dissapointed that after being her friend for so long she doesn't trust that I'd tell her the truth. I'd rather have friends who believe me when I tell them I didn't spread rumour about them. Besides my life has been so relaxing and easy since she has been out of it. It's just so carefree.
Well Vicky and I are, to be honest I don't know. I guess were friends. We're talking again and today she was being overly nice for some one who completely dropped me from her life a week ago for something that I didn't even do. And so I noticed, she's changed!
She used to be this charming, funny girl who was just great to be around and now she's....?
Like she used to be one of the kindest people I knew. She wouldn't bitch about anyone unless she had a good reason to. Now she's just really two-faced. Like I'd be talking to her and our friend Aoife Nolan and she'd be like "Hi Aoife, I love you" and all that jazz and then when Aoife would leave she'd be like "Aoife has a really bad moustache" Like seriously, wtf?
And also she keeps getting angry at people for the smallest things and then just dropping them as friends completely, and I'm not just talking about me. She got pissed off at Jack Gavin because apparently he told the whole school that she was giving this guy Collum head and Jack didn't say it to anyone Shanine did cos Shanine hates Vicky. So Vicky like yelled at him and started being a big bitch. Then the next morning Shanine went up to Vicky and told her off so Vicky tried to be all friendly with Jack again after that but Jack just blanked her out and called her a whore all day. And good on him too!
The worst change though is that she's the biggest slut ever! Like she used to be good and give out about girls who did the stuff she's doing now but now she's doing it without a care in the world. She's getting a name for herself and everyone thinks she's being really stupid and attention seeking about it. Like she let Jack poke her when she wouldn't have let any guy go near her parts if they wren't going out. Then she was going to give Collum a wank but that somehow changed into she's giving him head at his birthday party. And I distinctly remember her saying to me and to loads of other people about a million times that she'd rather have sex then give head because sticking a penis into your mouth is just disgusting and those were actually almost her exact words!
She's just trying really hard to get attention from everyone and it's driving me insane. Like wtf? Seriously.
And she asked this new girl in our year Emily to get her dad to buy her smokes. Like since when does she smoke? She's only doing that to seem cool and for attention and all and Eoin and Shanine told me that she doesn't even do it right. She takes one puff then starts coughing. not to mention she has Asthma so she's practically killing herself.
She's just a trainwreck now and though I used to be the one taking care of her I'm really kind of sick of it. I still try to look out for her like before but I have this trick where I manipulate Ailish into doing what I would have done, you know just so Vicky doesn't ruin herself before her fourteenth birthday. I know it's not my responsibility anymore but she was my best friend for eight years so I guess I owe her that much although after what she did to me I really don't think I owe her anything.
I'm not angry at her for just dropping me like that, i'm simply dissapointed that after being her friend for so long she doesn't trust that I'd tell her the truth. I'd rather have friends who believe me when I tell them I didn't spread rumour about them. Besides my life has been so relaxing and easy since she has been out of it. It's just so carefree.