She needs you there to hold her, make her world alright.
'Back to you, it always comes back, back to you. I try to forget you. I try to stay away, but its too late. Over you, I'm never over you. There's something about you. Its just the way you move, the way you move me... Forgive me, love. I can't turn and walk away...'
I'm so lost in this life! You think that you've finally gotten your head above the waves, and just then, another smashes down- leaving you in the same place you were before. You only get a certain amount of energy... sometimes its hard to keep swimming.
I need someone to rely on... I can't always make it on my own. I would love to say I could, but having some sort of stability close by...
I'm tired, so this will be short. School is getting more and more complicated. I need to find a surgeon to shadow. If I didn't have to work, this all would be a different story, but I can't go without work. Speaking of which- I'm still loving it there. I love the people and most of the guests that come in. Mitchell and I are... I don't know what we are. We discussed the possibility of being back together- 3rd time's the charm I hear- but no. We are just going to stay friends... How long will that last? Only God knows what is in store. I do care a lot about him... but there is just something. I want to feel like I'm special... Its all a tad complicated. Doncho and I are fighting, I guess? He won't talk to me over something very small and stupid. I hate it when he is in this mood. I am really sad- I hardly ever get to talk to Kate these days. I need to make my decision about what I'm doing this summer. I might go back to Marietta, then again, I may stay here for a while. Tough.
I could use a few hours of sleep- there is so much I have to get accomplished tomorrow.
Viele Liebe.
I'm so lost in this life! You think that you've finally gotten your head above the waves, and just then, another smashes down- leaving you in the same place you were before. You only get a certain amount of energy... sometimes its hard to keep swimming.
I need someone to rely on... I can't always make it on my own. I would love to say I could, but having some sort of stability close by...
I'm tired, so this will be short. School is getting more and more complicated. I need to find a surgeon to shadow. If I didn't have to work, this all would be a different story, but I can't go without work. Speaking of which- I'm still loving it there. I love the people and most of the guests that come in. Mitchell and I are... I don't know what we are. We discussed the possibility of being back together- 3rd time's the charm I hear- but no. We are just going to stay friends... How long will that last? Only God knows what is in store. I do care a lot about him... but there is just something. I want to feel like I'm special... Its all a tad complicated. Doncho and I are fighting, I guess? He won't talk to me over something very small and stupid. I hate it when he is in this mood. I am really sad- I hardly ever get to talk to Kate these days. I need to make my decision about what I'm doing this summer. I might go back to Marietta, then again, I may stay here for a while. Tough.
I could use a few hours of sleep- there is so much I have to get accomplished tomorrow.
Viele Liebe.