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'...A long night spent with your most obvious weakness, you start shaking at the thought. You are everything I want cause you are everything I'm not...'
I wish it were raining. I love how life works things out, how you make a random decision and things happen that you would have never anticipated. I have slept all day. For about a week I have come home really late, and not had much time to sleep. Then, yesterday I worked for about 12 hours with no break and was out really late- I deserved it.
I have kinda been shutting people out of my life... and it is starting to worry me. I don't want to do this. I don't want to be like that anymore. Not everyone on earth is set out to hurt me in some way, or leave me. It is pretty sad that I can't take a compliment anymore, that I can't believe someone when they tell me something. I'm a decent person- I make mistakes, and I have hurt people too but there is no reason why I think that I don't deserve good things. There is so much running through my head all of the time. I feel myself growing and bettering as a person, but I still have so many things that need to be taken care of.
I think I'm going to go and take a long shower and get ready for my class... I'm sure I'll post more soon. and btw: Hinder is a really great band.
I wish it were raining. I love how life works things out, how you make a random decision and things happen that you would have never anticipated. I have slept all day. For about a week I have come home really late, and not had much time to sleep. Then, yesterday I worked for about 12 hours with no break and was out really late- I deserved it.
I have kinda been shutting people out of my life... and it is starting to worry me. I don't want to do this. I don't want to be like that anymore. Not everyone on earth is set out to hurt me in some way, or leave me. It is pretty sad that I can't take a compliment anymore, that I can't believe someone when they tell me something. I'm a decent person- I make mistakes, and I have hurt people too but there is no reason why I think that I don't deserve good things. There is so much running through my head all of the time. I feel myself growing and bettering as a person, but I still have so many things that need to be taken care of.
I think I'm going to go and take a long shower and get ready for my class... I'm sure I'll post more soon. and btw: Hinder is a really great band.