Dec 20, 2005 22:09
I Thank god I am myself. I would not want to be anyone else. I am grateful for who I am, all my flaws, and how I look. Tonight I can see who all my real friends are, and who I can trust to stick with me through thick and through thin. I am grateful that I'm not some small time idiot, that I have a decent amount of intelligence and open mindedness that puts me above most, that I have a sense of humor, that I know the insides and outside of myself to a point where I can self medicate unhappyness. Tonight, there are no unwanted burdens, no confusion. More than ever I can acknoledge that I am a decent person, am sensible, have common sense, and anyone who dislikes me or the way I run my life can jump in a lake for all I care. Tonight, things are broken into large sections of simplicity, and I can handle all that is thrown at me (I am the master of myself). Tonight- life is to realize there's more out there than I can really concieve. Tonight, I realize that I am true to myself, a real, emotion feeling human being, despite what has been bottled inside and what has said in the past. There is only them, and me- and distinguishing that truly makes me happy that I am not part of a group, but an individual who has his own unique thoughts and inventive ideas. Tonight, life troubles me no longer- at least for tonight.