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so just to add some new stuff to read on here i joined a 'glee' community and a 'greys' community...i recently unjoined the 'glee' community. some fans of show can be fucking annoying!! plain and simple. WOW some people are obsessed with things!
...today i dressed 80s ish and used my stuft penguin backpack as a purse and went to the mall...then i came home and i made some really good egg salad ...im having a pretty good day, the windows are open and the breeze is coming thru and im catching up on days of our lives which is the stupidest show ever and thats why i continue to watch it.
why am i getting these momentary waves of sadness?????
i hate days like this. they dont happen much but when they do they do. its totally gay.
i keep thinking maybe im pregnant though i know im not. but who knows.
thats the only logic for it. the other day i was very very sensitive to smells. i felt kind of a 'carsick' feeling for a large part of the day kuz of this one lady's perfume and the smell of one of our treatment rooms at work. little things like this happen and im like "pregnant!" though lately ive been wishing for it to happen ;) *shhhh!* i keep hinting to natey here and there but honestly we are in the worst situation for a baby...but i have 2 loans that will be paid off by the end of the year and he said maybe we'll talk about it then :)
enough of the baby talk. kuz im sure by tomorow ill be in "no babies ever" mode. haha!
i really like my job, i like the group i work with, besides one of the docs that makes everyone crazy and one of the girls that nobody likes...other than that i dont mind the job, its only 4 blocks from home, i have a decent schedule but honestly its not working money-wise...the only time i get good paychecks is when i do like 5 massages in a week kuz i make $16 per half hour and $26 per hour when i do them on top of my hourly wage but my check this past week sucked kuz i only did like 2 massages. so...i feel im having to work way to hard for what i actually make and i need something freaking full time...this massage therapist thing is working fine but im seriously tired of doing it. its only been 3 years but im like...done. ugh. ;) i duno where im going with that, im just frustrated with that. kuz i dont wana leave this job and i feel guilty looking for another but my schedule switches back and forth all the time and yeah. a 9-5 job would be sweeeeeet though i would miss my tuesdays off ;)
the end!
spaghetti! just because.
...today i dressed 80s ish and used my stuft penguin backpack as a purse and went to the mall...then i came home and i made some really good egg salad ...im having a pretty good day, the windows are open and the breeze is coming thru and im catching up on days of our lives which is the stupidest show ever and thats why i continue to watch it.
why am i getting these momentary waves of sadness?????
i hate days like this. they dont happen much but when they do they do. its totally gay.
i keep thinking maybe im pregnant though i know im not. but who knows.
thats the only logic for it. the other day i was very very sensitive to smells. i felt kind of a 'carsick' feeling for a large part of the day kuz of this one lady's perfume and the smell of one of our treatment rooms at work. little things like this happen and im like "pregnant!" though lately ive been wishing for it to happen ;) *shhhh!* i keep hinting to natey here and there but honestly we are in the worst situation for a baby...but i have 2 loans that will be paid off by the end of the year and he said maybe we'll talk about it then :)
enough of the baby talk. kuz im sure by tomorow ill be in "no babies ever" mode. haha!
i really like my job, i like the group i work with, besides one of the docs that makes everyone crazy and one of the girls that nobody likes...other than that i dont mind the job, its only 4 blocks from home, i have a decent schedule but honestly its not working money-wise...the only time i get good paychecks is when i do like 5 massages in a week kuz i make $16 per half hour and $26 per hour when i do them on top of my hourly wage but my check this past week sucked kuz i only did like 2 massages. so...i feel im having to work way to hard for what i actually make and i need something freaking full time...this massage therapist thing is working fine but im seriously tired of doing it. its only been 3 years but im like...done. ugh. ;) i duno where im going with that, im just frustrated with that. kuz i dont wana leave this job and i feel guilty looking for another but my schedule switches back and forth all the time and yeah. a 9-5 job would be sweeeeeet though i would miss my tuesdays off ;)
the end!
spaghetti! just because.