first, i'll link to
this songit's not for the feint of heart, and if you can make it
all the way to the end you should be proud. then...
kathiryn is adjusting well to her new life, if you
consider sleeping a way of adjusting. all she pretty
much does right now is sleep, eat, and scream. man,
she's got some lungs on her. i've never heard a cry
quite like that. sometimes she cries so hard that she
tires herself out and falls asleep in the middle of
it all. reuben is also adjusting pretty well. the
first trial is already over. i had to move his car
seat over to the side behind my seat because her seat
is backwards and i can't drive that far forward. if
anybody knows reuben then they know that he doesn't
always respond to change in a positive way. i half
expected him to throw a huge fit because he wanted to
sit on the side he was used to, but he didn't even
act like he noticed. he just kind of watched kathiryn
most of the time. the rest of the time he looked out
the window. maybe he liked getting a different perspective.
i just hope that he continues to accept the changes.
on tuesday angela will have them both to herself for
the first time. that will be a pretty rough day, i
imagine. overall, i think everything is going to be
just fine. i love my family, and i know that they love
me back. that is an awesome feeling. i have my own
family. i cried when kathiryn was born. my head was
spinning. i can't begin to explain how i felt at that
moment. i know angela felt...relieved? probably.
me and reuben put together her little rocker today.
he likes helping when tools are involved, especially
screwdrivers.
ps, kathiryn sleeps most of the night so far.
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