Jun 15, 2004 21:27
I have come to realize that nothing is ever 'GREAT'. Theres always going to be a flaw in the things that people do. I hate the human race. I am disgusted with it. The hippys were fools to think that everyone would love eachother. . .well the 60's are over and they lost. The hippys fell just harder than the Berlin wall, dumb fascists. I feel bad for people who are still hippys. Damn them.
Anybobby, I miss Jozi. Her being gone made me realize that I really never hang out with anyone. It's really quite strange. I'm fine with it, but it's crazy. While she is gone I am definatley going to be improving myself. And she said she is going to do the same. By the time she gets back we will be improved and we will be focusing on 3 things:
*School Work
*Finding Jobs
and
*Looking out for eachother
during last school year when I told Erin that I was concentrating on my school work, she said she was proud and happy for me and she wished me the best of luck and I can't thank her enough for that. This year Jozi and I will be spending basically most of our time doing school work so we can hopefully graduate early, find jobs and work our asses of so we can get paid good, then once we are 18 if we have enough money we are getting the hell out of Utah and going back to California. But if we don't have enough, then we will find an apartment in SLC and hopefully my sister and Trever still live there so we can all hang out when we don't hafta work. ALSO: We want Jestia to be with us. Jestia is a big chunk of Jozi's life that she wouldn't give up for anything, and to tell you the truth, Jestia is becomming a huge chunk in my life, too. Jestia, Jozi, and Toosey are my main girls and I need to back them up with everything I have. I give them my heart and soul and I really hope they never disappear from me because I have no idea where I would be without them. I love you Tuesday, Jozi, and Jestia. <3
P.S. Arjun,Josh, and McKay are my main boys and I would kill for them if I had to! I also give them my heart,soul, and everything else I could ever give them.