Oct 24, 2004 19:36
yeah sry i havent updated im just so fucking sick of everything and almost everyone i hate life right now. well to start off im sick of shawn and them i mean him and nina are a cute couple they belong together but dont FUCKING drag me with you guys. i mean you guys should be alone not with me i dont belong there im so alone when see how happy they are its heart breaking knowing i dont have that and proy wont have it for a long long time but W/E. i find that anymore all girls want are too show off there boys n shit i dont want anything to do with that i want one i can hold and laugh with. i dont wanna pretend i like her i want to like her but hey life goes on. but shawn while im on him he pisses me off, i swere he gets jelous watching me skate knowing that i will surrpass him in time so when ever bob and matt come to pick him up he always says "ohh well jamies busy today" yeah fuck you i am thats why i sit at home. so i think when you and nina are haveing fun tommarrow ill go skate with them and say your busy. yeah well i went to one of my teams games we lost but w/e i just wanted to skate and then bob fit 8 ppl in his little jetta me along with the group for burger king runs it was fuckin awasome. we got there and skated bought burgers then he took us home hes a kick ass kid. well other then that theres nothing more to say AHHHHH life sucks and i dont think im going to the holloween dance wanna know why??? cuz i dont have to so HAAH ill go to my grams and chillaxe there that night fun fun. im out later...