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well i just spent 3 and half some hours with shawn and nina...i shouldnt have been with them seeing them together and seeing how happy they are really just crushes me. im not jelous or anything so dont think that it just makes me miss have a girl freind to hold hands with when we walk and to give my jacket too so that way shes warm and i freeze...i gotta get one but its going to be a good one this time i mean my last one was the best ever but shes gone so ill look for someone new and try not to compare them. yeah being single sucks when you best freind has a girl and you just dont wanna go anywhere with them knowing that it will make you sick inside. i dunno thats all im going to say bye.