Mar 19, 2012 18:34
[Lovi's dream is rather simple, really. Well. It starts out that way. Just like every other time he's had this dream, since the incidents that wove it.
It starts with Spain. Spain was so happy to get his voice back, Lovi didn't even realize how horrible he felt for taking it away until it came back. And after that.... after that...
After that, Spain kissed him. And he let himself be kissed. He didn't try to stop him, he actually welcomed it. And how much of that was Spain's wish? He doesn't know. When the kiss begins, his dream wavers, words seem to fly out of mouths he can't see and press down on him.
Fratello isn't ignoring me, is he? ... Out of all the people and all the things in the world, you are all that matters to me. ... If fratello won't stay with me on his own, then I will have to make him stay, won't I? ... Fratello loves me back. Fratello cares only for me. Big brother Spain won't get between us anymore.
Spain disappears, and the memories flood in. Of being pinned to his bed, with his crazed brother on top of him, not being able to resist him... why couldn't he resist him! And here's where the dream sticks, unable to let him out of his panic because of the sleeping pills the nurses started giving him after his birthday. Everything becomes distorted the longer it sits, and Feli's cold laughter can be heard in the background. Yet... it's because of this that everyone else has somehow been blocked out. The only person who could really join the dream... is Feli.]
[hetalia] lovino vargas