Why would you read my journal??????????
I just don't get it are you trying to torture me? I realize you don't know what the F you want but i do and its fine you made your choice and now you have to live with it but why would you say your sorry and you want to be friends. You know how I feel as much as I hate you right now I am in love with you and I don't want to be your friend, what so i can watch you make out with some other girl? What do i look like I am crazy........ You keep saying sorry but do you even know what your sorry for? Are you sorry that im hurt or that u let the best thing that ever happen to you go? I just don't get it last night your texting me saying you need me ext and crying to me, yet your seeing someone else. So its either you want to be with me or you don't I can't take the in between stuff I really can't and it sucks but thats the reality of the situation. I am sick of crying over you, hoping you'll figure it out. I can't do the lies and false hopes, I never did that to you so i shouldn't have to deal with it myself. I just really don't get it sometimes...............Words of wisdom anyone?