Mar 02, 2011 23:08
Today I told my dad that if I find a job I'll leave Greece. He didn't take it well, but I was expecting that.
Right now Greece is like the Titanic; sinking. I'm sorry dad, I don't want to be the band playing till the end no matter how brave it sounds; I want to be on the lifeboat. Of course he thinks that I'm 12 and met a guy online. He's comfy at home and doesn't go downtown very often so he doesn't know that every other shop is going out of busyness.
He still believes that things will, slowly, change here. I'm almost thirty and I can't wait for things to change. Things have already change but for the worst. How I'm supposed to take care of him when I'm depeding on him? He's 65 and no matter how much I want it, he won't live forever to feed me. He wants to be a grandpa, but he doesn't say how I'm going to take care of the babdy? I know very few about babies, but I know that they don't eat air and neither do I.
I don't know. Maybe it's just me. Maybe he's right. Maybe I'm worrying too much.
rant