Jun 27, 2004 23:09
It seems that all I've been doing lately is dissapointing people, not just everyone I know but also my parents.I've decided that im just gonna start over, forget all the stupid ass shit that I've done and just try to be normal. For starters, Im gonna get a job, I have some places in mind but not to sure yet. Also, Im gonna do my best to stay away from drugs, or at least be more responsible.....Anyways, I still feel like shit about what happend the last time I updated, I also dont really know how anyone else feels about it. Im sorry if I pissed anyone off, I hope you guys forgive me.
Im still fucking grounded though. I dont even really feel alive anymore.
Well, I guess thats it for now.