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[modestmice]

well i went on a date the other night.
it went great.
i had such a fun time and she was so amzing and cute and funny and pretty.
but then she jsut told me shes confused meaning theres other guys.
at least i finally understand that thats pretty much whats gunna happen everytime.
and im not gunna let me bring it down like it used to.
ive grown since then...

but why am i still so bummed :/