Jun 10, 2004 01:36
Tonight after hanging with Lee I went to see Sky and hung out with him, We went to Travis' house and everyone got high, except me and Zac, it was an ok time.
Cant wait till monday Frank will return, but I think I'll still feel empty, this was our summer Frank, Derek and I. We were going to do some mad chillin at the cabin. It bothers me to say that the longest I've gone with out Derek around is like a week or two. Now if he ends up staying at the lake its going to be a weird summer. Dereks like a growth on my body we do so much shit together. He was my show buddy, my first drinkin buddy, and my buddy, buddy (if you know what I'm saying).
It was weird too right before Frank left it was me and him straight chillin almost everyday. Then he left me, I hope we can pick up where we left off. Damn I sound so gay, I really need a woman in my life. But that sucks too, all the girls I'm attracted to arent to me at all. oh well fuck it I guess I'm better off alone and lonely. But thats life.
good night all