counteraxcion

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i am in berlin staying with a circusy slew of folks, currently drinking coke zero in hopes it will counteract the xanax i took while having a low grade panic attack about underground vintage shops with pay by the kilo set-ups. soon i will brave the jewish museum, probably after not braving my i dont remember what. there have been a lot of parks with a lot of beer but i wont drink, i am too wasted with exhaustion &panic all the time to do that kind of thing. on the phone last night my mom said to stop obsessing about my resume &job apps but i donät think she knows how many jobs i am applying for despite being unqualified. god, what am i talking about? i will delete this next time iäm on the internet but first tell me where to get delicious food &cheap beer &beautiful parks, will you_ tonight we are going to an indiepunk night called black girls collective? baffling. i am baffled. i love you.

ps: i need to know about brussels &barcelona too, theyre next. home in 16 days so boston in like 25. bonkers.bonkers.bonkers.