psh, you aint shit.

[modernxchaos]

So..me and eric have almost broken up twice in the past two days.
Its depressing. and i hate it.
its not depressing that we almost broke up, because i wasnt thinking were going to stay together forever, i dont expect that from him.
But its depressing because i dont want to be waisting my time, when i can be having fun dating other guys...but im tied down to one guy.
But i want to be tied down too.
I love the security of having a boyfriend, but i want the freedom of not having a boyfriend.
What the fuck.
yeah..basically this is an emo entry. whatever.

Im very excited that there is going to be having a show for Andrew.
Im excited to go.
And i have new hair that i want Jessica to see.
Its going to be awesome.

I love Maria.
Shes the shit.
we both love Ashlee Simpson and Britney Spears alot.
And we both watched the Ashlee Simpson marathon on MTV last night.
It was great.

Eric supposed to be coming over..
He is soo worried that im going to brake up with him and go out with someone else.
But he is the one that is making me want to date other guys.

THE BLOOD BROTHERS ARE IN ATLANTA AGIAN.
And! i cant go.
Fuck.
I am in absolute love with the blood brothers.
this sucks big monkey sack.