Mar 23, 2011 21:40
Hello, My old friend, Rejection. I thought that I kicked you out of my life. Now, you are back spoiling completely my Spring Break. I hope that you die in a fire.
Thanks, emc
People are totally pissing me off and I see how things are now. Clearly. I see the lines drawn in the sand. People are so disappointing. I expected a little more. I expected that someone would speak up for me. No, that would be asking too much in this world. Really? No one had my back? Everyone thought so badly of me. No one thought or asked what was wrong. I didn't want to start this. I wanted to keep quiet. You forced me into this little corner and I fought back. What did you expect? Can things go back to the way that they were? I'm not sure, but I can pretend for now that everything is ok. I dream about leaving now. Not much keeping me here. No family. Friends are dwindling down. What is keeping me here after all? The con? After this, I'm not sure if it's going to be enough. So a thought has been floating around my head if the next few things don't work out for me either. Maybe a time for a break?