Apr 30, 2009 23:39
OK, check it:
Job hunting is going nowhere fast and I've almost completely emptied my bank account. I am now pawning everything I think I can get a few bucks for.
Tried dating someone that I had a lot in common with and that turned out to be a mistake. It killed some time and boosted my confidence a little though. I just want someone who is independent, sane, and appreciates everything about life like I do. I need someone that's running at the same speed cause I dont wanna leave anyone behind and I dont want to get left behind myself.
School is kicking my ass. My dissertation proposal went over well, now we're on to the research. Also, it appears that at my current rate I wont be graduating until 2010-ish or early 2011. FML.
I'm in a decent mood most days, but with spring here it'd be really nice to have some lovely female companionship in any form that I can get it.
The ex has been suspiciously friendly and inquisitive. Something must be up.
My art is picking back up. I'm inquiring about tattooing apprenticeships. I think I could be happy doing that and writing. Really happy, I think.
I desperately want to travel. Airfare is dirt cheap. I can get to the West Coast for under $300. Now I just need $300.
There are 3 people in my life that I know I can rely on for amazing conversation that is creative, informed and fulfilling. I miss all of you dearly and wish you would call.
I am so certain there is something better out there for me...