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i love my bowie baby so much. he writes me the sweetest songs!! i should send my bowie a letter..yes yes a nice letter. hmmmmm what will it say.
i'm so tired it's almost 2 in the morning but i wont sleep. it's because there's no one here to stop me from staying up and telling me to get the hell to bed. god .not like when i'm told to "god nadia go to sleep i'm tired" that i really sleep...i keep talking and talking and talking ..but since i have no one to talk to i will type. okay no i wont because my hands are going to get tired.
i tried to call dylan earlier because i REALLY needed to talk to someone because i was like in panic mode but it was like 12 and he already turned his phone off and i didn't think anyone else would be up. i feel like the only person awake in the world. like even if i update my journal no one will read it for hours and hours and hours . god i'm bored.
my sister just called WOW. she went OUT with my mom and my aunty and all the grown folks. pretty much they got her in with her fake ID.
only one good thing came out of today and that is.....wait what good did come from today? whatever it was it must not have been that good cause i forgot.
as the world falls down----david bowie<3
As such a sad love
Deep in your eyes, a kind of pale jewel
Open and closed within your eyes
I’ll place the sky within your eyes
There’s such a fooled heart
Beating so fast in search of new dreams
A love that will last within your heart
I’ll place the moon within your heart
As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill has gonst
Wasn’t too much fun at all
But I’ll be there for you-oo-oo
As the world falls down
Falling
(as the world) falling down
Falling in love
I’ll paint you mornings of gold
I’ll spin you valentine evenings
Though we’re strangers till now
We’re choosing the path between the stars
I’ll leave my love between the stars
As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill has gone
Wasn’t too much fun at all
But I’ll be there for you-oo-oo
As the world falls down
Falling
(as the world falls)
Falling
Falling
As the world falls down
Falling
Falling
Falling
Falling in love
i'm so tired it's almost 2 in the morning but i wont sleep. it's because there's no one here to stop me from staying up and telling me to get the hell to bed. god .not like when i'm told to "god nadia go to sleep i'm tired" that i really sleep...i keep talking and talking and talking ..but since i have no one to talk to i will type. okay no i wont because my hands are going to get tired.
i tried to call dylan earlier because i REALLY needed to talk to someone because i was like in panic mode but it was like 12 and he already turned his phone off and i didn't think anyone else would be up. i feel like the only person awake in the world. like even if i update my journal no one will read it for hours and hours and hours . god i'm bored.
my sister just called WOW. she went OUT with my mom and my aunty and all the grown folks. pretty much they got her in with her fake ID.
only one good thing came out of today and that is.....wait what good did come from today? whatever it was it must not have been that good cause i forgot.
as the world falls down----david bowie<3
As such a sad love
Deep in your eyes, a kind of pale jewel
Open and closed within your eyes
I’ll place the sky within your eyes
There’s such a fooled heart
Beating so fast in search of new dreams
A love that will last within your heart
I’ll place the moon within your heart
As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill has gonst
Wasn’t too much fun at all
But I’ll be there for you-oo-oo
As the world falls down
Falling
(as the world) falling down
Falling in love
I’ll paint you mornings of gold
I’ll spin you valentine evenings
Though we’re strangers till now
We’re choosing the path between the stars
I’ll leave my love between the stars
As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill has gone
Wasn’t too much fun at all
But I’ll be there for you-oo-oo
As the world falls down
Falling
(as the world falls)
Falling
Falling
As the world falls down
Falling
Falling
Falling
Falling in love