i'm a lot worse than i thought
I really really am. things i thought i could handle i cant....i expected this...how could i not? but i thought it would be okay didn't i....stress stress stress i am falling apart over things that shouldn't phase me. it was my fault in the first place. i literally couldn't breathe in class. i'm just crazy i guess. really really crazy. i realize i only really have a handful of friends. it makes me crazy. i get paranoid about losing them...especially little maggle ,i could lose her in my pocket. i dont want to be alone. period. i'm sick and tired of it. my pup is my best pal. I hate humans. god god god. as long as i keep thinking that i'll always be alone