Yeah, so I'm a fucking weirdo...
Alright, so yeah most of this is probably gonna be way to much info for most of you, so if you dont already know in depth details of my life then I suggest you dont read on. But if you do read on I will not be held responsible for what ever may happen. Just a few mintues ago, I got off for the first time since Mike has been home. We werent actually having sex, it was more him playing with me and me playing with my self due to the fact that I am a girl and my body hates me once a month.... Soooooooo Anyway! I get off... while I'm at the peak I feel my self starting to cry, I try to stop it but I cant. I have no idea what the fuck is going on. I finish my moment of bliss, and continue to cry... and I'm talking body shaking, cant breathe, choking on my own spit, crying... you know! I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me... I have never ever ever ever ever had that happen. And its not like it was the most amazing orgasm... I have had better. I dunno I guess I am just a little confused as to why that happened. Maybe it was just a build up of stress and anxiety and a whole shit load of other emoitions I cant currently think of at the moment. But I needed that cry... I'm gonna go snuggle with my love now. Hope all is well with the rest of you...