3 beers, 1 shot
today marked the day me and nicole broke up. this was the hardest thing i've ever done. she was the first girl i ever loved. i am so upset. its like she has a piece of my heart and i will never get it back ever. so because of that i have this huge void in my life. but she knows i will always love her. i just wish i didn't have to be the one to do this. i never thoughti would've broke up with her. but she deserves someone who can be there for her. a guy who can take care of her. its been a very bad day but somehow it ended good...
after talking with nicole today and letting her know how i feel and her being upset i had to go to work. it was so dead at work. i made like 15 bucks. after work becca and i went to go get a few drinks and we talked for hrs. i love talking to her and we are very in tune with what we both want. becca is a girl who has somehow made my heart smile amidst all this turmoil. she's done somethign i never thought possible for a girl to do since dating nicole...touch my heart and make me smile in a different way...
"you have to be hurt to understand true love" is my quote for the day. and thats not stolen from anyone its from my own mind.
after talking with nicole today and letting her know how i feel and her being upset i had to go to work. it was so dead at work. i made like 15 bucks. after work becca and i went to go get a few drinks and we talked for hrs. i love talking to her and we are very in tune with what we both want. becca is a girl who has somehow made my heart smile amidst all this turmoil. she's done somethign i never thought possible for a girl to do since dating nicole...touch my heart and make me smile in a different way...
"you have to be hurt to understand true love" is my quote for the day. and thats not stolen from anyone its from my own mind.