sleep a little, sleep some more...
so this past few weeks have been very trying. for those of you who know i have been struggling. my emotions have been flaring and i worry so much now. i worry to the point of me getting no sleep at nite anymore...just during the day which completley throws me off.
nicole's visit was amazing when she was down here. we had so much fun at the beach and just cuddling. we're so right for each other. i can't wait to be done with school so i can be with her.
then that next week i had to fly out to missouri for an emergency. it was kind of nice in a way though. i was around nicole's family for easter again. they made me a basket and they took me to BD's which is my absolute favorite restaurant in the entire world! i was there for bailey's birthday party and she loved that. its so cool to see how close i'm getting to kaitlyn and bailey compared to where i was when i first met them. they really are like my little sisters. but me and nicole had alot of fun too spending time together.
i have 2 more months of school left till my summer classes. then in the fall i can hopefully start my EMT classes. i just want to start my career. i just have to score good enough on the CPT.
so brad's band played last week at ozone cd's. they were good. but just being there remided me of why i don't go to shows anymore. someone got in a fight everyone has their own drama going on and displayed it for everyone. i just hate that stuff. i think i'm just done going to shows. i can just buy the music.
nicole's visit was amazing when she was down here. we had so much fun at the beach and just cuddling. we're so right for each other. i can't wait to be done with school so i can be with her.
then that next week i had to fly out to missouri for an emergency. it was kind of nice in a way though. i was around nicole's family for easter again. they made me a basket and they took me to BD's which is my absolute favorite restaurant in the entire world! i was there for bailey's birthday party and she loved that. its so cool to see how close i'm getting to kaitlyn and bailey compared to where i was when i first met them. they really are like my little sisters. but me and nicole had alot of fun too spending time together.
i have 2 more months of school left till my summer classes. then in the fall i can hopefully start my EMT classes. i just want to start my career. i just have to score good enough on the CPT.
so brad's band played last week at ozone cd's. they were good. but just being there remided me of why i don't go to shows anymore. someone got in a fight everyone has their own drama going on and displayed it for everyone. i just hate that stuff. i think i'm just done going to shows. i can just buy the music.