Go Get Strong.
I hardly ever write in here. But that doesn't mean that I can't. I have things to discuss, and for the first time in my life I've thought about the pros and cons and decided to fuck it either way.
First of all, everyone has fucking problems. EVERYONE IN THE WORLD HAVE FUCKING PROBLEMS. I am sick of people dwelling in the fact that their life is horrible. YOU MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT. And I will admit, yes; sometimes things happen and you become below the level of normal human activity and you need a boost: YOU NEED HELP. So you turn to the people you LOVE THE MOST and some of those people are fucking selfish, Nate. They are. They're selfish and you just need fucking help, and they're in it for their own gratification.
I will repeat that.
THEY ARE IN IT FOR THEIR OWN GRATIFICATION.
Nate, I love you with all of my heart. You are truly one of those people that I will be honored to help. I do all that I can to keep you sane. I want to keep you- YOU. You are my friend and my FAMILY. You are my fucking BLOOD, my memories, my past... PART OF MY LIFE.
But I am SICK of seeing you in the fucking hell you are in, that YOU PUT YOURSELF IN. I'm sick of the people that put you down. And I'm sick of the FAKE emotions they play.
I'm sick of you being around people that don't mean anything. IF THEY LEFT, IT WOULDN'T MATTER. THEY DIDN'T BUILD YOU A STURDY HOME, THEY DIDN'T PROTECT YOUR SOUL, THEY DIDN'T FUCKING REEL YOUR ENGINE OR KEPT YOUR FIRE ALIVE.
You have to stick with positive people.
You have to stick with sane, normal, happy people.
You have enough mind action going on.
You don't need people playing games with you.
This will continue, because the work of an honest, caring person is never fucking done.
I may be a bitch and I may be blunt. But I'm not EVER willing to risk a life. And I'm never willing to hurt someone, or put them down.
-Ash
First of all, everyone has fucking problems. EVERYONE IN THE WORLD HAVE FUCKING PROBLEMS. I am sick of people dwelling in the fact that their life is horrible. YOU MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT. And I will admit, yes; sometimes things happen and you become below the level of normal human activity and you need a boost: YOU NEED HELP. So you turn to the people you LOVE THE MOST and some of those people are fucking selfish, Nate. They are. They're selfish and you just need fucking help, and they're in it for their own gratification.
I will repeat that.
THEY ARE IN IT FOR THEIR OWN GRATIFICATION.
Nate, I love you with all of my heart. You are truly one of those people that I will be honored to help. I do all that I can to keep you sane. I want to keep you- YOU. You are my friend and my FAMILY. You are my fucking BLOOD, my memories, my past... PART OF MY LIFE.
But I am SICK of seeing you in the fucking hell you are in, that YOU PUT YOURSELF IN. I'm sick of the people that put you down. And I'm sick of the FAKE emotions they play.
I'm sick of you being around people that don't mean anything. IF THEY LEFT, IT WOULDN'T MATTER. THEY DIDN'T BUILD YOU A STURDY HOME, THEY DIDN'T PROTECT YOUR SOUL, THEY DIDN'T FUCKING REEL YOUR ENGINE OR KEPT YOUR FIRE ALIVE.
You have to stick with positive people.
You have to stick with sane, normal, happy people.
You have enough mind action going on.
You don't need people playing games with you.
This will continue, because the work of an honest, caring person is never fucking done.
I may be a bitch and I may be blunt. But I'm not EVER willing to risk a life. And I'm never willing to hurt someone, or put them down.
-Ash