Jun 21, 2006 15:21
I AM LIVING IN CALIFORNIA FOR THE SUMMER.
ive been here for almost a month.
i cannot spend a dime for the next 9 days in fear of overdrafting.
it is extremely hot, and my car has a million things wrong with it.
i dont really have any clothes to wear to work.
im missing family river trips because im in cali.
im also missing the family trip back east [9day trip] because im in cali.
i have an art show in a couple weeks, and hardly have anything finished.
BUT I AM SO HAPPY.
i have a full tank of gas.
i mind full of creativity.
good friends.
a boy i care about. [even though he's a million miles away]
i am flying to seattle in 10 days, to spend 5 wonderful days with him and his family.
i am getting stuff done down at davids house. [paintings for the group show]
i FEEL SO ALIVE.
who cares if i have no money?
i know everything is going to work out just fine.
i am so grateful- the Lord has given me the ability to be optimistic through and through.
with out that- i would most surely be dead.
thank you. thank you. thank you.
i couldn't be happier.