Goodbye, 2006
Until a few months ago, I could without a doubt say that 2006 has been the worst year Ive had yet.
I lost so many important things, friends, and worst, my father.
I realzied, looking back, that I was very selfish, foolish, and arrogent.
I wasnt happy with who I was, nor was I comfortable.
But, as bad often does, it over shadows the good.
In this year, I also figured out exactly who I am, and what kind of a person I want to grow to be. I met some amazing people that have changed my life, made ties stronger with those I lost, and got rid of the negitive influances.
But, more importantly, I found Mike, who I love more than anything or anyone in the world. In just the time Ive known him, he can take an entire year of hardships, and some how make everything seem unimportant. He makes me want to be a better person, and I truely feel lucky to even know such a sweet, amazing person. But to know that he loves me, and that he feels the same...Its completely amazing. Hes completely amazing. Finding him, was truly a blessing.
Secondly, for the first time in my life, Ive expirienced what it was like, to have a father. Im not going to get into my realtionship with my dad, but I do love him. Willie has been there for me, when no one else has. I love him with all my heart. And for the first time in 17 years, I finally know what its like to have a dad. And thats something to be thankful for.
I think Ive been pretty lucky.
So, with that said, for 07, I want to do more for people who arnt so fortunate.
I want to strengthen the bonds I have with everyone.
& I want to drop 15 pounds haah
2007 is going to be the best yet.
I lost so many important things, friends, and worst, my father.
I realzied, looking back, that I was very selfish, foolish, and arrogent.
I wasnt happy with who I was, nor was I comfortable.
But, as bad often does, it over shadows the good.
In this year, I also figured out exactly who I am, and what kind of a person I want to grow to be. I met some amazing people that have changed my life, made ties stronger with those I lost, and got rid of the negitive influances.
But, more importantly, I found Mike, who I love more than anything or anyone in the world. In just the time Ive known him, he can take an entire year of hardships, and some how make everything seem unimportant. He makes me want to be a better person, and I truely feel lucky to even know such a sweet, amazing person. But to know that he loves me, and that he feels the same...Its completely amazing. Hes completely amazing. Finding him, was truly a blessing.
Secondly, for the first time in my life, Ive expirienced what it was like, to have a father. Im not going to get into my realtionship with my dad, but I do love him. Willie has been there for me, when no one else has. I love him with all my heart. And for the first time in 17 years, I finally know what its like to have a dad. And thats something to be thankful for.
I think Ive been pretty lucky.
So, with that said, for 07, I want to do more for people who arnt so fortunate.
I want to strengthen the bonds I have with everyone.
& I want to drop 15 pounds haah
2007 is going to be the best yet.