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This has been the worst two days I've had in a loooong time.
Whatever.
I've been comming to a lot of conclusions lately.
For example, Im sick of feeling second best.
And pushed to the side.
But basically, this is what Im sick of.
Trying to get back what we had, and you completely blowing me off.
That was pretty chill of you. Espically since all you could talk about was how much you missed me on the phone. Its also wicked awesome how you LIED to me, because you were offered something better. Its not like were "best friends" and havent seen each other in a month or anything is it?
Its seriously bullshit.
Im sick of feeling second best. Im sick of people getting comfortable with me, and knowing that they can push me to the side because they know I'll forgive them. Im sick of feeling unappricated. Im sick of being blown off. Im sick of being lied to.
And even though I know that there are more important people than me in your life, Im sick of feeling like your rubbing it in my face.
Whatever.
Im done.
Whatever.
I've been comming to a lot of conclusions lately.
For example, Im sick of feeling second best.
And pushed to the side.
But basically, this is what Im sick of.
Trying to get back what we had, and you completely blowing me off.
That was pretty chill of you. Espically since all you could talk about was how much you missed me on the phone. Its also wicked awesome how you LIED to me, because you were offered something better. Its not like were "best friends" and havent seen each other in a month or anything is it?
Its seriously bullshit.
Im sick of feeling second best. Im sick of people getting comfortable with me, and knowing that they can push me to the side because they know I'll forgive them. Im sick of feeling unappricated. Im sick of being blown off. Im sick of being lied to.
And even though I know that there are more important people than me in your life, Im sick of feeling like your rubbing it in my face.
Whatever.
Im done.