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[modern_color]

well life is still fucking gay! Amanda wont ever contact me so i guess she doesn't want anything to do with me so w/e i guess! i guess i just have to continue to just live life! i got my best boys so that is good enough and my other friends out there they will support me all the way! i love everyone! RNR well i start College this Thursday and its

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[fairydust_02_06]

Sorry I don't mean to sound like a bitch or anything and i'm definately not trying to be a bitch at all b.c i don't like to be mean and stuff but it's just seeming to me like a lot of people are judging Matt on stuff he's doing in his life and no one is pointing the finger at anyone else and I just feel it is very fair to lay all the blame on Matt! I have sat up with him on the phone when he has almost been in tears over Amanda and i've heard everything he has to say about her and how much he loves her and wants to be with her and shit like that and people aren't looking at that they are just looking at stuff like ooh well Matt did this and did that so that makes it where he dpesn't deserve tp be with Manda and that is definately not fair to Matt to put all this blame and shit and him and to make him feel worse than he already does about everything in his life!! It's just not fair to him at all and i think that everyone should just be a little more positive about things in Their lives! If everyone is constantly putting Matt down and making him feel like crap that is how he os going to continue to feel about himself and that is not healthy at all!! I just think everyone should let stuff be between them! I mean I know your just trying to look out for Amanda and BELIEVE me I have alot of things on my mind I wanna say but I can't because it is absolutely none of my business! So i'm sorry if i came off as a bitch and what not that is not how I meant it to be I just feel like there are some areas where you should hold your toungue and keep your opinion to yourself and personally I think that this is one of those areas because no matter what you, me, or anyone else says it's ultimately up to them! If Amanda doesn't want to be with Matt I could understand that but she should say something to Matt and if she does want to be with him then she needs to tell him that also because right now he is hurting and there are things still up in the air and no matter what anyone says they are gonna do what they want in their lives! You know? Like yeah maybe it would be better if they didn't get back together, but it also could be good if they get back together there is no telling! There is no telling about what could happen between them you just have to give it a chnace and be there to support Amanda no matter what decision she makes whether you agree with it or not, all you can do is SUPPORT her! But i'm sorry again if I came off as a bitch i'm really not a mean person and I didn't mean to come off that way!

<3 Ash

[waste_of_paint9]

wow just shut up you have no idea what is going on with amanda. i never made any decsions for her, not even effected them. i just want her to be happy no matter what she does. and honestly you're so stupid you havn't got thee half of it

[fairydust_02_06]

You can say what you want i guess but sorry to say i think you do have alot to do with amanda's decisions! and i prolly would know what was going on with Amanda but i don't get a chance to talk to her anymore! But i'm beginning to think that maybe that is best! You and Amanda can think what ever you want I guess and if I don't know the half of it then they can try and fix it theirselves never mind the fact I was trying to be a friend adn help them find a way to get back together! Fuck it though from the sounds of it maybe Matt should move on and find someone who is gonna wanna be with him unlike Amanda b/c as you said today she doesn't want to be with him anymore!