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Aug 15, 2018 18:57

I have to write at DW because I cannot stand the ads on IJ and here. I am going to mirror this journal there, in spite of my better judgement ( Read more... )

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anann73 August 16 2018, 01:22:11 UTC

I honestly did not know any of this was going on or had happened. I also haven’t heard anything except what you’ve said here. I am willing to play Tess with Alex if you want to. Continuing, starting over, whatever you’d like. I’ve put her into a book that I’m working on but she’s not any Tess I’ve ever RPed with, although she will always be Frankie Rayder. 🙂 What is DW?

I’m very sorry to hear about your son and your own struggles with cancer, and all the other things. *hugs*

*bursts into tears* moderate_mod August 16 2018, 01:29:08 UTC

I would love to write with you. OMG...I have spent the last year being treated like the scum of the earth by someone I wrote with for twelve years. Out of the blue, email, never wanted to write with me again. I did not know what I did, or anything. Then just...silence.

I love you. *hugs* I have felt so rejected and so alone in RP and writing. I would be honored to write with you.

DW is Dreamwidth Studios. This is my journal, there.

https://moderate-mod.dreamwidth.org/

No ads, very nice layouts.

RE: *bursts into tears* anann73 August 16 2018, 01:43:31 UTC

I’m sorry that happened. I have not talked to Jaye about it. She has not told me anything about it. I’m going in as your friend and without judgement.

I made forever_tess but it doesn’t have to be Tess. I’d love to use Tove Lo as an avatar...

Do I have to “be careful” or can we just play in peace?

Re: RE: *bursts into tears* moderate_mod August 16 2018, 15:16:29 UTC

We don't have to be careful. I would just not advertise to Jaye that you are playing with me. She is pretty vengeful, these days.

RE: Re: RE: *bursts into tears* anann73 August 16 2018, 21:29:59 UTC

Okay! Well, whaddaya wanna do?

Re: RE: Re: RE: *bursts into tears* moderate_mod August 17 2018, 02:38:43 UTC

How about we set up your girl at DW? I have Alex linked on my journal there. We could figure out some kind of plot, maybe redo the training?

RE: Re: RE: Re: RE: *bursts into tears* anann73 August 17 2018, 21:16:54 UTC

Okay. I’m away from home but going home tomorrow where I have avatars and such. Right now I’m just on my phone.

At this point we can even start over. I can make Tess a little different, more like an adult version of my novel version. I won’t use any of it for be book though because I already have they planned out and there is no immortal stuff. 😄

This is Rose her_own_sword October 23 2018, 05:05:07 UTC

My mom gave me the passwords to all of her journals, so I wanted to just let you know that my mom, Manda, died on 9/24. Tomorrow is the one month anniversary of her killing herself. I know she was very grateful that you still wanted to write with her. My brother died last year and then the stuff with Aunt Jaye and my mom had cancer that came back and she just didn't have anything left. So she didn't forget you or drop you or anything. She died.

Re: This is Rose forever_tess October 27 2018, 00:24:21 UTC

Oh my gosh, I am so sorry to hear this! I can't imagine what you are going through, or what she went through. Please know you have my deepest sympathy. I'm sorry for everything that happened.

Re: This is Rose moderate_mod November 1 2018, 02:22:33 UTC

Thank you. I wrote to Aunt Jaye, to ask her to put back the stories deleted of my mom's, but she won't. I just like to read her stories. My mom was just really sad.

Re: This is Rose anann73 November 4 2018, 03:04:23 UTC

I’m sorry. I didn’t know things were so bad.

I enjoyed writing with your mom a lot. She was a good writer.

RE: Re: This is Rose moderate_mod November 20 2018, 22:43:15 UTC

I am sorry if my comment to you made Jaye mad. She was really mad. But I did email her and ask her to restore them. I sent her a message at DW asking too. My mom said you were sweet, funny and so talented. She wanted to write with you more, but every time she tried to write with others, Jaye got mad.

I am making a post of what Jaye said and I said to her in return. It includes you. Like I said, I told the truth. I am only 13 years old, so I don't understand why Jaye is so mean. I mean, my momma is dead. Why be mean?

RE: Re: This is Rose moderate_mod November 21 2018, 02:41:10 UTC

Oh, and I have my mom's fiction that she wrote and never posted. There is a story in there about Alex and Tess, and when I post them, I will link you to it, so you can read it. It is pretty funny.

RE: Re: This is Rose anann73 November 24 2018, 22:28:08 UTC

I’m sorry. I was just trying to figure out what was going on.
I’m sorry for everything that’s happened.

That would be cool. I’d love to read it.

RE: Re: This is Rose moderate_mod December 7 2018, 03:33:46 UTC

You didn't do anything wrong. Neither did I. Neither did my mom, really. The thing is, we always want to give people the benefit of the doubt, and that person has done this before and she will do it again. Once is an incident, twice is a pattern and a dozen times is pathology, thats what my foster mom says. I will link you to the stories when I put them up. My mom wrote all of the time, the most beautiful stories for Mark and Alexa, and for Ryan and Altaaf. and really action fun things for Cody and Roma and Alex.

RE: Re: This is Rose anann73 December 22 2018, 17:59:51 UTC

No need to worry about me and anyone. I don’t write with anyone anymore... just myself! I think it was a thing I needed to do but don’t anymore. I had a great time in all the years I did it. I wasn’t sure about your mom at first but we became friends and witing partners for a time and I really enjoyed it. I hope she had fun writing qith me too.

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