do the hokey pokey
i know only one person can answer the questions that i have. but to talk with this person about it would just fuck things up. it always does. dont listen to them when they tell you "talking things over is the best way to resolve anything." eh it might be true. but in this case there really isn't anything to resolve and right now all i am is an unwanted intruder. I mean no harm, honestly, the only person i'll end up hurting is myself and end up blaming it on the opposite sex like always. i'm not attached, not yet. i'm not obsessed. it's not even constantly on my mind. but i'm enchanted and its very appealing. and its important enough to me to write about.