Jul 02, 2007 23:32
Some of you may have noticed I've been awfully quiet as of late. To be honest, I'm slightly ... depressed, and I just sort of pined away in my room.
No, don't worry about me. It would be vexing.
But I want to get this off my chest. I don't know if I think this is paradise, sometimes. I'm very glad to have such nice furnishings here on the Eridanos deck, but...
There are things I miss about home, I suppose? I don't even mean Ohtori (I miss some of the people there (maybe just Miki)); I mean home like... not even Japan. More general. I miss earth. I miss weather. Perhaps it's a strange thing to say, but I miss the entirely enveloping feeling of a gentle breeze, seeing places in different light, seeing things like mist.
I miss rain, and I miss hills. Most everything here is flat, floor stacked upon floor. Absolutely everything here is man-made, artificial.