First Post - Finally!
Wow, finally I'm making use of this thing I've created! I've really been meaning to start writing but, as usual, I put it off indefinitely. I have a blog now as well, but I feel like I want to make this different from that. I'm not sure how yet, so I suppose I'll just let it grow on it's own.
I've always found websites like these to be unbearably narcissistic. Do I really think that people care what I have to say? Then I realized that this is for me, not for anyone else. Who cares if anyone reads this? I'm going to enjoy putting my thoughts and beliefs into the world, whether or not anyone cares.
At the moment, I am wishing I could sleep. I've been having trouble with that lately. It's a horrendous cycle; you can't sleep, so you stay up late, making you wake up late, making it harder to fall asleep at a reasonable time, etc. Really obnoxious. My mind is what usually keeps me up. I swear, the damn thing will not shut up. So I'm going to plague my lj with its thoughts.
Keeping me up tonight, and many nights, is Blair and Chuck. I've been thinking about their scene from last week's episode all week long. It was so fantastic, so well acted, so unbearably heartbreaking. I loved every minute of it. I wish Chuck could see that if he wants to make Blair happy, he should be with her. He is worthy of her love, and I can't wait for him to figure that out. He is her white knight, whether he wants to be or not, lol. This weeks episode should be interesting...not sure how I feel about the flashback. Things like that rarely work.
Mother's Day was today and I, of course, missed it. I miss everything. It's so obnoxious going to a college so far away from home but so close at the same time. I hate missing things like my brother's basketball games, my cousin Demi's play, the big Mother's Day BBQ at Noni's, my cousin Gina's confirmation. I want to be there for all that stuff but being 7 hours away is just too far for weekend trips home. Gas is just too expensive.
Ok, I think that's it for now. I wonder how good I'll be at updating this...hopefully really good! For now, goodnight!